Introduced to Fear

Introduced to thee, fear found it’s way through my veins,
Thou wert something of which I wished to tell all was a feign…
Afraid of what lurked in thine corners of utmost darkness,
Something I feared until I could reach thy harness…

Now finding thine malicious nature to be righteous,
Knowledge that I have found of thee hath shown the complacent thou doth procure…
Malice that thee doth show is only thine creed, fully virtuous,
The dogma thou showeth is something seen now with pride, now I’m secure…

Control of thine dementia is something I treasure,
It gives me the utmost feeling of pleasure…
Thy twisted nature is something of which I am blessed,
Although many see thine instincts as evil, thou hath conferred me no hex…

Thou hath proven that normality is blight,
Having taught me and granted me thine power, thou hath shown me the light…
The power thou doth procure shan’t be put to waste,
T’is something I’ll take advantage of with great haste…

Thine sickness, thy plague, thine demented plight,
All things that others take for granted…
With this thou bringeth me to a great height,
For this malice, I no longer fear thee…
for this complacent I love thee…
now I realize, thou art mine… my mind.