Love, Long Awaited Has Now Faded

Once I knew a love so dear,
I would give anything to be with her...
I've been waiting so long,
Hoping that your love'z not gone...
Alas, now I've found you once more,
And it seems, to you, I am but a bore.
The love I wished and hoped had survived
Now seems a parody that you derived...

The feign I so longingly awaited
Thrust me back, and your memories have faded
But mine never will,
They wander in my thoughts, still.
Now, with the heart torn from my chest
I wonder, will I ever get to rest?